Sounds a bit like a textbook example of the True Scotsman fallacy, but whatever works for you and make you happy - knock yourself out.
Below average is way to kind, I'd rate myself as "mostly harmless". And yes, I don't plan to play this game the rest of my life, I'll play it while it's fun. I don't really derive pleasure from people stop playing this game, but if that's where you get your kicks, I can let you know when i get bored? Makes you feel better and sleep ok at night?